To say J Mack Slaughter has had a unique career path is an understatement. From stage acting in Fort Worth to touring with the boy band Sons of Harmony to acting in tv and movies and finally, helping others as an emergency room doctor, J Mack has excelled at every profession. On this episode of FORTitude FW he talks about each of those career stops, how music is healing and the history behind his name.
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welcome back to fortitude folks we already got a dent we already got a dancer in the house
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welcome back brinton you are brinton i am jw fortitude fw coming at you season two
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uh welcome to the cap tech studio you obviously taken not taking a fancy to it sir but we have in the house uh in
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the in the cap tech studio mr doc doctor excuse dr j maxx don’t you dare call me indeed indeed you’re everything respect
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respect welcome j mack we’ve known you a while you’re a hell of a guy you’re a fort footworthy and you’ve got an incredible
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story which we’re going to delve into now so cool grateful for your time no energy here man none whatsoever is it
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all it’s all natural i know because i know you but what gives you all this fire all the time methamphetamines excellent yes uh no man i don’t know i
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just i have a ton of energy and people are like when do you rest you’re involved in so many things and you know
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i honestly don’t rest too much but i rest different parts of my brain there are times when i’m just like fully
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activated in doctor mode and then i switched from that to being just fully activated in non-profit mode and then
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fully activated and social media fully activated being dad and i just like i pour myself into these different things
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and it like feeds my energy in every other realm if that makes sense you’re a lover of
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is it healthy or does it ever get unhealthy where you’re like honey too much energy is going to here not enough to hear kind of thing oh
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definitely yeah because i get i get very hyper focused and so yeah sometimes my wife needs to redirect me and be like i
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love how passionate you are about these different projects but remember me like you need to focus on i’m like you’re so
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right honey let’s go to the bahamas yeah we’ll get into rebecca here shortly but you began singing around the age of
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three yeah this is in fort worth correct yeah totally so you uh your parents and your your immediate family discovered
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this this kid is not like other kids he’s got a musical gift uh you can you and the way that i know
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you is you can walk into a room now if there were a guitar or a piano sitting around and just complete strangers
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you’re the kind of guy brinton that could sit down and just start singing and play and everybody’s like yeah this guy’s pretty good who is this
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guy he came by that kind of naturally right like didn’t your was your mom have that she was sound or did something well
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both of my parents really so my mom was approached music from a very intellectual background and um she went
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to indiana university um for uh you know to get a major in music and at the time
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that was one of the best places that you could go to in the country um and my dad was just completely self-taught just
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like passionate songwriter and was you know playing in bars and stuff like that and so um my dad’s kind of like passion
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and like aimlessness in life was kind of reeled in by my mom’s like kind of more intellectual and like structured thing
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and so it only made sense that as we were growing up around all of this music
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my mom became kind of the manager of the band it was like you’re gonna wear these matching outfits i have two older
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sisters that sing and like dance at plants from us and my dad sings and plays here’s the funny thing about my
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mom though she has terrible stage fright so she wanted to be like behind the sound console in the audience but she
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was the brains of the whole operation yeah and then my dad was the performer up there who’s just like wherever wherever you put me i’m gonna play i’m
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cool with it you know right on so you performed as a kid growing up you did casa you attended country day school
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yeah yeah yeah but you’re a very big uh figure in casa manana uh sound of music
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the who’s tommy yeah these are some of the few there’s i’m sure there’s a bunch of them yeah when you were 15 you
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auditioned for a boy band uh put together by a kid craddock’s morning show correct us walk us through that yeah well erster
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peace indeed so yeah well i mean to me it was just another audition it was a family friend who was like hey i heard
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about this thing on the radio you should audition for it jmc could be perfect for it and uh and i show up to uh like
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valley view mall in dallas you know and there are a ton of radio fans there and they announced me on stage and i’ll
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never forget it man because you know there are a lot of people that are auditioning that are like 18 and 20 and
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23 and all this stuff and then kelly raspberry from the radio show goes every boy band needs a baby
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and they invited me to come up on stage and people like already and i was like i could get used
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to this how old were you at the time i was supposed to be 16 but i lied i was
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15. i made up i made it so a fake birth instead of like actually just pushing back my birthday by one year and making
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me a euro i made up some fake birthday and so i’d always like forget it and call my mom be like what’s my birthday what’s my sign they asked me for some
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magazine what’s my sign you know like an idiot was this like the uh this is past the new edition was this like boys or
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what it was called new kids on the block we’re all so old we know about it they were later boy bands yeah it was
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right when a genre was right when like backstreet boys and nsync were blowing up okay it was very clear that like
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there was a formula there and so other people were following you like joey or whatever man like that’s uh yeah yeah
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they all that little one yeah sure exactly abandoned question sons of harmony
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sounds like a gospel group like you name it if you look it up you can come back you can feel bikers you can find a
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sense of antarctica if you look up sons of harmony you find yourself in the band but you also find a
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christian group that goes around the same moniker and does christian music that’s where it belongs that name
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belongs in in that world so how big was sons of harmony because you opened up for bon jovi beyonce
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child so how big did you get and how what kind of stuff did you see um you know we are very for because we were
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created on a radio show they literally had the audience vote on who was going to be in the band and stuff like that
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unfortunately i was invited to be in the bin you know but um our very first show 4 000 people were there first show we’ve
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ever played we’re so nervous we’re in like matching red jumpsuits right on
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we’re dancing on stage and stuff and 4 000 people are there and so it went from there to playing you know dallas main
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street for y2ks right um you know new year’s eve and 75 000 people are there
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granted they didn’t all come for us but 75 000 people were there that we got to perform in front of and then
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the biggest like normal audiences that we performed in front of were when we were touring with destiny’s child and we were performing regularly in front of
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like 20 20 000 something like that and it’s just i mean it’s an energy that you can’t get anywhere else
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big auditoriums big stages mm-hmm we’re all across the country international um
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it was mostly mostly throughout the southwest southwest area yeah very good they kind of picked us up there’s another boy band called like bb mack of
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all things yeah some of the guys got sick from that and we had opened up for a destination before and so we got a
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call and it was like your turn step up and we were like yeah this is a train you know it’s great did you guys get to
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know them yeah did you get to kind of disorder or not i wouldn’t say we got to like know them we got to hang out with them multiple times yeah we would be so
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excited to hang out with them we’d be like let’s sing for you guys they’d be like okay we’d sing for them and they’d get real into it and get excited and
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that’s pretty difficult yeah they’d be like now leave we’re tired yeah okay we’re getting on our bus yeah exactly
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what about beyonce any time with her ever yeah for sure what was that foreign she was always so
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kind and humble and cool and you know there are just people that you meet in in the world of entertainment
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where you’re just like man i’m i am glad that you are in the position that you are in because you’re a role model for
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everyone else in the world of entertainment she was one of those people were they all out of houston like did they all come out of houston that
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same church they initially did i don’t know if because they they ended up like adding and then removing multiple people
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along the way i don’t know if all those people ended up from houston but the core original group yeah from houston the band lasted only but a few years
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2001 you guys break up correct yeah what caused the breakup and well it was me it
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was me because you know like the there was a wave you know like we were riding a wave of already successful boy bands
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they had already been out for years before us way ahead of us in the game and to be real i mean better than us i
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you know i i think that we were great you know but like it’s hard to compete with somebody like yeah they were just
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like i mean back to boys is good but like to me the level of like talent and like performance ship that nsync had was
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like totally totally amazing but i kind of i just knew that and we could feel that the wave was starting to kind of
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like sure you know whatever peter out i guess you could say and uh and i was getting some offers from you know my
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solo music because i had been playing guitar and writing songs for years and people were like you should do this you
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know and i was like yeah i should do that because for me it was a dream to perform on stage in front of that many people but then i’d get off stage and be
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like but it’s not my music yeah somebody else is writing it i’m dancing around on stage i don’t wanna be dancing around on stage like i did it but that’s not my
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thing biggest hit um we had we had one it was i would give
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you everything in my heart that i have love you more than anything in this
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world keep going i can’t tell that apart from any other boyfriend i wouldn’t do
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excellent if you were my girl
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[Music] i knew a few people that liked that kind of stuff yeah yeah it might have been played at the mall man i remember ice
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skating oh yeah so during that time or is it after that
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time you were you started the acting side of your life because that’s always been in the cosmic but you were doing that after the band broke
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up and you started doing shows like like family and then other movies came along yeah it was cool man it was honestly it
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was like a hollywood dream i was performing out my own music which that was really the dream was for me to be
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performing my music in front of 20 000 people and stuff like that and it never got to that place but you know i did get
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some really cool opportunities along the way that in my mind we’re gonna support that dream and uh and i ended up um an
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agent at like one of the top three agencies in the world saw me performing and she was like you should be an actor
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and i was like yeah if it’s gonna help my music career let’s go do they say that do they kind of recommend that like they did like
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because now you have like a lot of people who are actors then they go to the music thing uh much more than you
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see like musicians going actors yeah i mean i think it all kind of like feeds feeds into the same like promotion
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machine you know you’re just getting exposure and getting out there as long as they’re the right kind of projects
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right right right you’re trying to be like a really like dark and legitimate um like greg allman plays a good bad guy
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man all the time yeah like that’s really cool but then you know if you’re playing like teen bop tv shows or something like
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that and then you got like some like kind of dark hardcore band that doesn’t go hand in hand yeah but so it doesn’t
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promote each other and it doesn’t take you into a cast in a sitcom called like family yeah yeah if you’re playing that
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dark that dark yeah exactly exactly it was a goofy show it was a really fun show man it was like the premise of
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fresh prince of bel-air but it was white kid and his mom moving to the black family and that was kind of pushing the envelope at the time modern family
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hadn’t come out yet and stuff like that so we were kind of doing something and what was really cool about the show is that it didn’t like overtly focus on the
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race thing you know it was just kind of a thing and um and it just it focused on kind of um the beauty and support of
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family and honestly working on a sitcom was one of the most fun things i’ve ever
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done in my life and if that show went on forever i would have stayed on that show forever oh seriously it was a blast dude
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california dude out in l.a yeah we actually filmed on universal studios a lot and then literally like right next
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to us there were some fences that we would jump to go into universal studios the theme park and so the little 13 year old boy on the show and i would jump the
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fence and go ride a ride and come back and film no kidding it was a dream but it was like down the hill right like
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when you take the big escalators like down in that area you’re exactly right it’s amazing that you actually know we just went to the universal studios i
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just kind of remember like this is a really long escalator and i guess that down in that area as well i’m guessing
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that’s been fixed substantially maybe none i stuck into the like family
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set right uh kid actor yeah wow he gets started on my show on accident and then
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you got the big you got the call to the big leagues you get cast in a little movie called fat alvarez yeah with keenan thompson
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man you know i talked about earlier how like beyonce was one of those people that just like kind of inspires others to be
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like the best version of yourself despite your success that was keenan man it was like 110 degrees outside shooting
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in the valley north of l.a he’s got a fat suit on everybody else is complaining about how hot it was and he
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was like guys do you know how lucky we are to be here right now and you’re like you’re right keenan you’re right i know somebody who does
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that he’s just always happy like that this guy who are you talking about this guy have you noticed that i do i like that
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about him yeah speaking of hot it is kind of hot in here all of a sudden yeah thank you thank you um okay so
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fat albert does really well uh you are you are you play the white kid in the show which is interesting because but
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you just mentioned that i’m just always the token white guy that was like my niche in l.a right that’s good
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so how many different things do you do until you reach the pinnacle where there’s another thing coming into your
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life that yeah led you to wear this uniform so really what happened is that i i did the tv show i did the movie i
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did some other guest spots on tv shows but i signed which i don’t even know if this exists now this was like during the
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golden era of hollywood but they just like have so much money they would throw contracts at people to not work for
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other networks so warner brothers paid me to not do other tv shows and i was
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like okay who struck that was your mom your manager like did she like get that i wish man we could have kept that in
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the family no no no there’s like a big time la agency and they took their cut don’t you worry oh yeah but they
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negotiated this big you know six-figure contract for me as like a 19 year old to not work for any other network and the
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idea was though that they were going to find me a job on their network and they didn’t so i ended up sitting around
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getting paid for nothing everybody my age was like dream job but for me i you can see i got a lot of energy i want to
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put it into something i want to like better myself every day and man i kind of sat on my hands for eight months and
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i was miserable i was miserable and i was distracting myself from that misery by lifting
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weights by skateboarding by surfing by doing all of these physical things and writing as much music as i could and
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then i broke my hand skateboarding and uh took all of that physical distraction away and it was like look at
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your life son and i had a total quarter life crisis how old how well yeah you’re like 25 or 20 that’s 20. no kidding yeah
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quarter life crisis at 20. but i guess i’d done a lot of living before then you know yeah like i hit it a little bit but then was it like all right time to pack
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up la’s over yeah yeah i knew it honestly i was on the phone with my mom and uh and she she
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just told me man like she could just hear to my voice how sad i was and and i just ended up crying on the
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phone in a ball on the floor and she goes it’s okay to come home son yeah damn yeah that was powerful that’s what
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i needed to hear that’s what i needed here but i was like but if i’m coming home what am i gonna do because my whole life
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was this like uphill journey like i’m fighting for this thing there’s this there’s this like end goal
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and like how can i just have this mountain to climb my whole life and then have no mountain you know it was like it
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was too depressing to think about that and i i honestly kept hearing all these
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cool stories from my sister who worked in an er and she’s told me all these amazing stories of life and death and like deep
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connections with other people and uh and doctors like jumping on the ground to stop like crazy bleeding from this like
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stab wound in the neck and all this stuff and i was like i think i want to like live that yeah i think i want to like live those
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stories but how the hell do i get there and that was the mountain and i was like i never saw myself honestly graduating
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from high school i wanted to get my ged and be done unfortunately my mom was like you’re taking the sat and you’re
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graduating from your private school that we spent all this money for in country day and thank god it did but
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that was my mountain man and so i decided to go into medicine and that was like before any of those shows er and
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stuff where were those fitting in you weren’t looking at those as like you were really just listening to your sister’s real life
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i never i never watched any of those shows and i still really haven’t watched any of those yeah people always ask me like how much of those shows do you
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watch i’m like i don’t know man i get enough medicine from every single day i want to experience other things where did we attend medical school so i went
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to ut southwestern in dallas yeah it’s just not the best one or anything so good on you yeah it was a really great
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school it was a very competitive med school as well which is great because i think it made me a better doctor because
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you know i don’t want to brag but i like i felt i felt like i was a rock star going through tcu and taking all my
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pre-med classes i felt real good taking all those tests and everything and then man i went to ut southwestern i was not
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the smartest kid there and it was it was humbling um but it was it was it drove me to to be a better student and to be a
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better doctor tell us some of the difficulties with med school that you you just mentioned yeah well i mean it
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was it was very difficult at first to be taking these tests and it was very apparent like where you were you know on
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on the kind of bell curve and i was not at the top anymore and i didn’t i didn’t do bad by any means but i was like kind
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of running with a pack for the first time in my life and i don’t mean to say can be conceited with that but i was
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running with the pac-man and it was you know eating eating some humble pie there but it drove me to to study harder and
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do better and i ended up doing very very well actually in the long run but at first i got a kick in the tail big time
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well you were coming from being the star out in l.a man like i mean that’s not that far of a like that’s pretty
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understandable yeah was that whole you think that whole acting thing helped you in that regard or her
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back i i don’t think it helped me academically necessarily i mean there was a ton of memorizing that i was i was
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doing especially when i was on the tv show because they literally had wake up in the morning there’d be a brand new script on my doorstep and i’d have to
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memorize it and we’d be shooting it at like 3 p.m you know so it’s like there’s a lot of very important quick
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memorization that you had to do and then you’d have to execute on the spot and there was a lot of that in med school and everything but there was a lot of
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just like remembering how to be a student again and everything and i experienced that through tcu where i did undergrad as well but med school was
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tough man but it made me grow a lot and where i really started to shine in med school was when i was in person i wasn’t
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just like a kid at a desk with a number two pencil you know back in the day when you’d actually like fill out you know
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scantrons in some way i’m sure it’s all computerized now but uh but you know i’d go into the hospitals and it’d be all
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about like how how well are you connecting with patients how well are you coming up with plans for your patients how well are you connecting
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with the team and supporting your medical team as a whole and i was really good at that stuff and so that’s when i
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started really separating myself from the pack and being extremely successful again in in my heart in my mind so you
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graduate you residency you get your first job and where’s the first job yeah so i um i i do after uh med school i do
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residency at ut southwestern parkland it’s the biggest single site um volume emergency department in the country see
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the craziest of the crazy things from traumas to tumors that people from mexico have ignored for five years and
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they come up and it’s like this massive thing kind of growing out of their face and they’re like i was told to keep driving north until i saw
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um la bola and el cielo which is like the ball in the sky you think about the dallas skyline right and so literally
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people would drive up from mexico to get care at parkland and so i just saw and experience some incredible stuff there
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and then i started working um with a company called emc it’s a staffing company for emergency rooms mostly uh
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texas health ers which like i love texas health and i love my doctor group so like big props to thr and to emc of team
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health they just recently got bought out um because my job rocks and i’m super fortunate where do you currently where do you currently uh work i’m mostly at
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texas health southwest here in fort worth and texas health alliance a little bit north of fort worth oh yeah the typical day for you j mac at the er well
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the typical day changes so much because sometimes i’m a 6 a.m shift sometimes i’m at 11 am shift sometimes at 3 pm
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sometimes at 8 pm sometimes i show up to work at 11 p.m like i put my kids to bed
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i’ve like already watched some stuff on netflix and then i’m going into it because of being on call or just because
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they need you kind of no because that’s how an er schedule is every er doctor works different shifts pretty much
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unless like you just love being the night guy which like nobody loves being the night guy you kind of like spread
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the pain a little bit you know and so sometimes you’re the morning guy sometimes in the afternoon sometimes you eating sometimes you overnight and we do
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a little bit of each of those every single month and uh but it’s cool though because the er has a totally different
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vibe at 2 a.m than it does at like 10 a.m than it does at like 6 p.m you know
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fair to say you’ve saved lives you’ve lost lives you’ve seen probably everything in between yeah um all these
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experiences led you to a little thing called tick-tock yeah yeah which is one of the things that’s really cool about
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you you are very uh a very big advocate of sharing experiences heartful stuff
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yeah absurd stuff yeah real life stuff through your through your posts currently i see you have 422 000
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followers on tik tok well done that’s nothing no i got boy bands with more than that yes we have
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four i think yeah yes period like that’s not four thousand or
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yeah yeah it’s not 4k you know you deal with these are some of the things that i that i just grabbed from
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watching i’ve seen a whole bunch of them but you discussed uh how robin williams really died which i thought was really
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events inside the er medical questions that people have always wondered suicide substance abuse so what how does this
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all work for you and your brain how do you what made you do this thing man a lot of things are inspired by real world experiences whether they’re inside the
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er they’re outside of the er things that you know heartbreaking diagnoses that i’ve that i’ve given people things that
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i can just tell i keep getting asked a question over and over whether it’s online or in person i’m like people want to know this yeah and so and i can give
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a really unique perspective on it because not only do i know the answer i have seen that answer in human beings
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for almost 10 years in the emergency department which crazy to think of because somewhere inside of me i’m still that kid you know like when you’re of
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age and you’re showing your id to the person at the liquor store or the grocery store or whatever to buy alcohol
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yeah you’re proud but also a little piece inside you is like like like you’re a little nervous still you know
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like even to this day i’m 38 years old yeah and i’m still like play cool playing cool slaughter you know what i mean like that that that person that’s
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like so excited and feels very lucky to be there is still totally there in my shifts every day and so i can see it
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from that perspective and it’s even enhanced that perspective through my videos on tick tock and and on instagram
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um because i’m trying to break things down in a very simple way to where people can experience it whether they’re in the medical field or whether they’re
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not in the medical field fantastic how would you how would you describe to somebody like us the lay person and if
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you can’t i understand but something tells me you probably can but how would you describe what what death is like to
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see it all the time how does it feel in your mind for people who don’t really understand what that means what it looks
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like the hardest thing about experiencing death on a daily basis
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is keeping your emotions yeah you talk you talk to people we called it the thousand-patient stare
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because you know you’ve heard like the thousand-yard stare that soldiers get in their eyes and you start residency as an
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emergency doctor and you’re bright-eyed and bushy-tailed and you’re excited to go to work and then you see the third
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year residents and there is a different look in their eyes they’ve seen so much death they’ve seen so much suffering in
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my attending and i talked about it because some patients would be like why can’t you understand my pain and i heard i over
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heard him say to her if i felt all of my patients pain every single day i would
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have killed myself a long time ago and that’s a really intense thing to say but it’s true when you’re a truly empathic
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human being the er is a very brutal numbing environment and it did that to
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me uh you know where i had a similar experience on a little lighter level oh yeah when we worked in the baby’s rs man
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before we had a kid and you see those parents you do have the exact same thing you have the kid in
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the buggy and you’re like are they zombies man like what is wrong with those people those people are so washed
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out looking with that kid we’re all like fresh like let’s go do the shopping it’s different when you’re in the trenches
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yeah you know yeah yeah that’s that’s like the thousand day of having a newborn stair like the
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thousand day stairs yeah yeah for sure but it was but just to answer your question
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the the most important thing just to any medical providers that are listening or watching to watching this right now is
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is is keeping your emotions open i think you know and it and i i lost my emotions
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for a long time i was so burnt out from all of these overnights and weekends and suffering that i experienced
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but i threw honestly through a lot of these videos and through really opening up to my friends and my family about the
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traumatic experiences that i’ve had i’ve regained my emotions and it’s a beautiful thing because if you don’t if
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you know people it’s almost like a merit badge that you can you know create this like wall in between you and suffering
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and i thought that was cool when i first started emergency yeah and like but that wall will will be present outside of the
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hospital too it’s only a matter of time not only that you’re not connecting with your patients with the patients don’t want that the patients want you to be
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there with them in that moment and with the gravity of those diagnoses and those experiences but you’re also going to
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miss out miss out on all the beautiful emotions of having children and having a wife and having a family and all this but they want i think you know they
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there’s a real fine line there where they want you to be strong too empathetic and understanding yeah but
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there’s a part of them looking at you going yeah man i don’t need you to break down yeah with me now i need you to be
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well that’s part of the easy to beat that’s part of the art of medicine is to know like when it’s okay and when they
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want you to cry with them yeah and when they need you to just be strong and step up to the plate and save their life and
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fortune and that’s that’s the art that’s what separates a great emergency doctor from a novice emergency doctor yeah
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greatest er story that involves you can you share the the best is there a one that sticks out that’s just like i did i mean we know
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you’re doing great stuff yeah anything that really stands out among others um i’ve had i’ve had a lot of amazing
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experiences through the years but just like one of the most memorable ones that i have um is when and i i told you this
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one man i i told you this one actually when we were that’s why i’m asking yeah we’re having some whiskey um and uh and
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so yeah basically doctors drink never know that ever doctors we always limit
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ourselves to anyways um where i’m in the er and i heard nurse to triage which is never a good thing that means something
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bad is happening that is not in the emergency department it’s in front of the emergency department and so this old
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nurse that’s like gone gone into retirement has come out of retirement somehow it’s the guy that like runs out there and uh you know this uh this
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granddaughter pulls up with her grandfather in the passenger seat and he’s he’s buckled in but he is so weak
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when the nurse opens up the door he starts to fall out and the only thing that stops him from falling is the seat
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belt and the the nurse kind of you know calls for help and somebody comes out and they get that guy and they put him in a
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wheelchair and they start wheeling him through and after 11 years of training to become an emergency doctor my most
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important job in that moment is that man is rolling through our emergency department so weak that he can’t even
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hold his head up his head is like falling off to the side of the wheelchair out of full like you know two feet or something like that and my most
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important job is just to hold his head up so it doesn’t hit the corner of a wall and we break his cervical spine or
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something nasty like that yeah and so we get him into the room and his oxygen levels are low and his blood pressure is
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low and his heart rate is high and he’s dying right in front of us he’s the closest to death that i really get to
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see people or do see people and um and you know what he ended up having
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basically is something called a tension pneumothorax which is when there is
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pressure building up outside of the lung that is not only collapsing the lung more and more with every feudal breath
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that the person takes but it also compresses the veins the blood vessels that lead back to the heart so you can
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no longer get blood flow to your heart you don’t get blood flow to your heart the heart can’t squeeze blood to the rest of your body super deadly condition
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yeah and the only thing that can fix it is releasing the pressure and so there’s pressure outside of the lung and the
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only thing that’s keeping it from um essentially getting relieved is a scalpel in your finger and so i took a
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scalpel and i cut into that man’s side of his chest and i didn’t even have time to call for the proper tools to do it
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usually you’d like use these things called kelly’s to like push through the muscle wall and because you don’t want to like stab into somebody’s chest oh
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yeah [Music] and so you know you cut down but you
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don’t go through that last layer and so to get through that last layer i used my finger fortunately i’m trying to throw in a club and i pushed my finger through
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that man’s chest wall and i pulled my finger down and the air evacuated and you can just hear it go
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like popping of a balloon or something popping a balloon and you’re releasing all of that pressure that was compressing the lungs that was com
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pressing the blood vessels leading back to the heart all of a sudden he gets blood flow back to his heart all of a sudden that lung re-expands all of his
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vital vitals normalize and he goes what happened
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and i’m like you almost died dude is that air does that air smell does it have like an odor i didn’t really get my
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face up in it so i don’t know just wondering if it’s like you know it’s body air man or something
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like that i’m sure it sure had a little tint of something you try to put on a mask
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what is it what is it like for someone in your position to deliver news you mentioned off air
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some people that you have to tell them they have aids or they have cancer inevitably that they’re going to die
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what is there is there is there a simple way to i know there’s not but there’s a way that someone in your position does
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that to comfort them in a way is there any particular way you do that just to be present man the most important thing
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is to be present to like pull pull on on your your human
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side and and push away your your medical side because you know when you when you get like very clinical and you’re just
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you’re focusing on all these medical details like you know i could go into a room and tell people you know details
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about you know the the cellular mechanisms behind this disease and you
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know the prognosis and all this stuff but really in that moment i personally want to be as as little
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of a doctor as i can be and as much of just a a caring um
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empathic human being as i can and be in that room and answer any specific questions they have but try not to load
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them up with too informati too much information at the same time and those those are the experiences where i i
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really feel like i’ve done a good job at the art of being a doctor like we’re talking yeah and maybe not the best time
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to introduce the sons of harmony background of your life right did i tell you i wasn’t a boy man
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sorry that was bad wouldn’t it well that would i just think of those ads where it’s like we’re gonna get through
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this together right yeah it’s my second surgery we’re going to do this together or whatever well great job delivering
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the message that so many people have found and now enjoy so you do such in such a clever uh
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wonderful warm way excuse me for the stutter there but you make it you make it personal when it’s it’s just a
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general story if somebody wants to know but great job doing that thank you let’s talk for a second about this lady named
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rebecca yeah you met her you met her young age but she is your wife and the mother of your three children let’s talk
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about her for a second man my wife is just an amazing person and honestly like i i am so i feel like i have been
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so fortunate in so many ways when you like look at my story and all the cool things that i’ve really been able to experience i’m very aware of that but
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man like the the most fortunate experience that i had was
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running into rebecca again um 15 years 20 years after maybe we
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first met so we we met in um first grade at fort worth country day on the
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playground we chase each other around and um and you know but but we obviously we’re
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too young to like be a thing or anything like that yeah she was i always she was on my radar even though like i wasn’t
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really like into girls like your whole life yeah yeah kinda you know but then but she ended up going to a
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different school long term and i’d like see her think about her every now and then but you know
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she ended up pursuing her passions just like i did ballet ballet she’s an incredible ballet dancer she danced with
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the school of american ballet in new york she danced um with the paris opera ballet did this like really exclusive
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summer program in vail and it was her and like maybe like 10 or 12 other girls
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and from the whole country that got chosen to do this program and um and she
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she you know really really gave it her all just like i really gave it my all in entertainment and we both kind of ended
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up making more like practical you know decisions with our long-term careers but we ended up reconnecting just randomly
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like at a bar thankfully i saw her and i was like rebecca shaw you know and she was like
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huh and i was like i remember you from first grade do you remember you yeah she did remember me um and i was like you
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got real hot and i kind of stalked her on facebook and uh ended up hanging out and we fell
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in love through our mutual passions yeah in the arts um and through through music
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we would go to all these cool shows and that was the way that i was like reconnecting you know with with my passion and my love for music was was
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like with her during med school like one of the most like trying times of of my
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life and one of kind of the most like emotionless times too where i’m like this just machine studying all day at
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one point i was studying 15 hours a day dude 15 hours a day for a month and a
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half for this damn test that you take that kind of determines what kind of doctor you can be yeah and throughout
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that she was she was the thing that kept me sane and that kept me in touch with my passion
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and my emotion and um and man she’s just like she is one of the most selfless
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humans that i think exists on the planet and people are like how how are you able to to do so many things at the same time
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it’s because of her and her support right yeah well great job i’m thinking of a number
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and you you tell me what this number is i’m thinking like 10 to 12 and get guess what that number is
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uh 10 to 12 on the hot scale it’s like 10 out of 10. she’s in the 12. it’s the cups of coffee or red bull she
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must drink a date to keep up with me yeah did she as much as it wouldn’t be enough
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yeah she is she is energetic or is it no she is not she has she has a lot of uh
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depth of of emotion and depth of passion but no she doesn’t she doesn’t attack so
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many different things at the same time okay okay uh let’s dig a little deeper into your family tree yeah yeah who the heck is
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colonel cc slaughter yeah this is crazy man this is you hear stories about your ancestors growing up and stuff like that
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and i totally did not appreciate what he was able to do but you know as i as i got older i was like wait who was that
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guy that owned millions of acres out west yeah and there’s this dude colonel cc slaughter no joke cc stands for
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christopher columbus so colonel christopher columbus slaughter any relation to sergeant
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slaughter the professional no i wish i told people that he was my uncle though and if you messed with me he’d come and get you sergeant slaughter from the wwe
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that was before he was even wwe oh yeah yeah and then he was like such a popular like you know professional wrestler that
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he became a gi joe character as well oh that’s what it was yeah yeah cc slaughter though that sounds like a good
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country song doesn’t it yeah it does maybe we should write a country song now i know that you play pedal steel
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oh oh jw my fame has exceeded the show let’s move on let’s move on
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so colonel cc slaughter this guy i mean was an extremely driven individual and
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i’ll always always always be in a shadow no matter what i do in my life but mando and millions of acres out west yeah um
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was at one point i don’t know it was a good thing or a bad bad thing but he was the highest um he was the the highest
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tax-paying individual in texas maybe he needed better tax attorneys but that just goes to show you the level of
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wealth that he’d accumulated the level of success he founded baylor medical right wow so bumsie in dallas baylor
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university medical center he founded the first hospital there um and was i mean he he had a quote of saying that that
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the lord gave me a hand to take and heart to give yeah and he was a huge
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philanthropist as well and so that’s part of what drives me a little bit um in in the nonprofit world as well i mean
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i’ll never be able to kind of fill those shoes but what an inspiration some might disagree with that statement you’re well on your way sir another one worth
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mentioning jm zachary i think you’re your namesake right yeah i was named after this guy such an interesting human
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being so a very successful oil businessman was the business partner for
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mr penrose which was just like when you read like the legends of like oil and gas in texas he’s one of those guys and
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so um my great grandfather um was the the partner literally would share a
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partner desk this massive wood desk that i would study for med school on right
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with mr penrose and he um i i’m his namesake and and his name was j.m
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zachary and and the interesting thing is this guy who gave me so much from you know braces when i needed them
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when i was 11 and 12 to my first car to making sure that i went all the way through private school is actually not
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my blood relative yeah so my great grandfather who i am named after is this
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like patriarchal giving human being that adopted my grandmother
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um and married my my great-grandmother um and i owe so much to so somewhere in
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between the inspiration of my great great great grandfather colonel cc slaughter yeah and my great-grandfather
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the original j-mac i i feel called to have to give back i am it’s like
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mandatory that i try to give back to the people around me because i have been given
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more opportunities than i could ever provide um for myself or my community
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and so i have to do everything in my power to try to pay that forward well nice okay with a few minutes we have
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left j mac let’s talk about some of the philanthropies you’ve been involved with one particular music meets medicine mmm
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uh it’s a 501 3c tell us about that so music meets medicine was actually inspired through
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my experience with my mother’s breast cancer treatments my mother had stage
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two breast cancer went through chemo double mastectomy reconstruction in total she had something like total like
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20 surgeries over the course of a few years there and radiation and her first chemo
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treatments were just like so dark and depressing were you in medical
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school at the time or where were you i had already decided to become a doctor though which was kind of interesting
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yeah it was my first experience kind of through a patient’s eyes and through a family member’s eyes yeah and there was
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this one treatment in particular that was was so toxic it turned your fingernails and your toenails black
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and so to try to counteract that you’d put your fingernails and toenails in ice and it would vasoconstrict it constricts
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your blood vessels to where the toxins that you’re putting in your body to kill yourself but also kill the cancer can’t
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necessarily get delivered so um so you think about putting ice on your head as
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a kid you lasted what like seconds seconds and you were like my mom has my willpower so she’d put her
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fingers and toes and eyes for an hour straight and as a 20 something year old self-centered
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kid i’m looking at my mom going through this terrible experience and i’m i’m you know
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for the first time in my life trying to take the spotlight off myself and be like okay i i have to do something i
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have to help this this amazing human being in my life and my sisters and i brought our instruments to the next
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chemo session yeah and it just like turned into the most like happy oh seriously joyous like powerful
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experience of my life up until that point and after that we brought our instruments every single time and people
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in wheelchairs would roll by and be like will you come see us next and we’re like sure so we kind of turned into like
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music therapists before music therapy existed music therapy wasn’t really a thing the hospitals were still so like
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cold and emotionless and we we don’t we didn’t have like kind of the emotional intelligence and the leadership that we
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are starting to really have now and so we were one of the first non-profits that focused on bringing music into the
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hospitals i was inspired by those experiences to try to do that and um and
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so what we do is we donate instruments and free teaching lessons to kids at
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children’s hospitals and so was that where it started at cooks like kind of at all yeah it all started through my
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experiences with my mom’s chemo and then spread to different hospitals in the area we’ve supported music therapy at
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cooks we’ve had lots of volunteer we even actually at dallas children’s hospital we donated a jam room we raised
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150 000 to create this badass space yeah where patients can leave their treatment areas
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be in a treatment-free zone and just lose themselves in an instrument whether that’s their thing or whether they’ve
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never done it before we always we try to have what’s called embarrassment-free exploration options yeah where they can
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put on a little headset and mess around an electronic drum set nobody can hear but them really what’s going on yeah jam
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out on a guitar and only they can jump and i do that with our two-man uh silent raves
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like where we just do our headphones and just dance indeed that’s that’s fantastic fantastic thing and the second
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one that i’m most familiar with and yeah big fan of the slaughter family arts awards which just concluded here recently yes absolutely uh this is a
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deal that i really love please yeah so basically the slaughter family you know since my wife and i um kind of joined
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forces in life you know we just talked about how much we needed to give back to the arts community and how many opportunities that we were given right
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and so we talked about giving out scholarships because she danced on scholarship for years and years and that was a huge part of her ability to
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succeed in life and we always wanted to give out awards as well and so we were like well let’s just like give out some
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awards and some little scholarships um to some kids at one school and then like
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you know you know i go to meet with this person her name is melody halbach and she is
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she’s the person who ran the theater uh department at fort worth country day for like 20 years she happened to be
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retiring right yeah right at the time that we’re getting really jazzed about this this
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idea and really you know we went to country day and saw an incredible show there we just saw the level of talent
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and dedication and heart these kids have and we were like why wait another 10 years like let’s do this now let’s go
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and so i met with melody hallback and my wife and instead of doing one school we were like let’s do five schools you know
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let’s do six schools so at this point we’ve given away over thirty thousand dollars in scholarships somewhere over
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like 40 different awards we just had a big award ceremony at i am terrell here in fort worth with that which has a
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gorgeous a state-of-the-art like 50 million dollar amphitheater who knew um
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and uh and it’s obviously something that’s very near and dear to our heart it’s only our third year and we’re just going to keep going up from there and
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people can support you if they want to go yeah please do please do please go to slaughter or sorry sfaawards.org
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or go to musicmeatsmedicine.org and uh and donate and support these uh these organizations
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and we’re gonna put your dollars um to beautiful use to support our community jmac you exude confidence exude it in a
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healthy awesome way does anything make you nervous does anything get to you
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um this is gonna be an intense one but like when babies are dying that scares
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the pants off of me you know yeah like i deal with like old people dying all the time every now and then it’s like a
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20-something year old and i’m like you know and it kind of tightens that sphincter there but it there’s there’s
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nothing more intense as an adult er doctor granted we train in pediatrics as
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well but our day-to-day is in adults but when somebody’s dying somebody’s dying
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and they go to the first hospital and so you can take care of some very very very sick children and that’s that old that
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makes me a little nervous you know on that note i must say your name has such a dark connotation of
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slaughter right like and you are the antithesis of your name man i don’t see anything creepy and dark about dr
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slaughter yeah you’re the brightest light out of that name so it’s a really cool kind of
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deal this guy is an example of what what is possible with positivity and and following your your dreams and your
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passion i made this not to sound corny but you really you followed the path that you set out for yourself and you
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made it all happen so kudos to you thank you brother thank you before we go he’s got a last question for you okay this one ought to be the best answer we’ve
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ever heard yes no family right like i mean we just and it’s not because we don’t love our
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families and stuff we just try to make this purposely hard best day of your life like all family stuff aside
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direct and you know that kids and all that no kids okay okay so yes while the best day of my life would absolutely
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include my entire family um man some of the best times of my life where when i was in costa rica we talked about
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surfing a little bit when our sound was out but i was in costa rica for a month and a half i’d wake up in the morning i
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would surf first thing in the morning watch the sun rise get some sun do something physical exciting and like zen
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and relaxing all at the same time i would go and exercise my brain by relearning spanish because i knew
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that i wanted to be able to communicate with my patients in their primary language and especially here in texas so
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many patients can only speak spanish and so i’d go for four hours and my
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buddy who was also a doctor and wanted the same thing to be able to communicate with this patient we would talk only in
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spanish to these like medical spanish teachers there leave there go back to surfing yeah have a sunset session and
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then after that write music and record music for the rest of the day we do that for
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about a month terrible does it no well i want to thank you for sharing your life with us i want to thank our good friend
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your good friend kevin donahue who introduced us hell of a guy he’s sitting there audience now thank you kevin love
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you too kev thank you captain for making all this happen yeah dr j maxslaughter
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